TO：巫晓凤

首先祝贺你生日快乐，身体健康，心想事成，马年行大运。

今年是我第三次帮你庆祝生日了，想起来时间还过得真快，第一次去Pacific为你庆生的画面依然在我脑海里那么的清晰！那一天我们两个人就这样坐着公共巴士，花了接近两个小时才到，一到那里我就急忙找厕所，然后再和你去吃麦当劳。我们两个当时真的好害羞:)

这期间我们一起渡过了好多时光，也对对方更加深入了解。虽然我们发生过争执，不愉快，但是很荣幸的，我们最后都找出了解决方案，和平解决。

谢谢你，这期间对我的包容，体贴，照顾。不管发生什么事，你都依然在我身旁支持着我， 鼓励我。在我无助的时候给了我希望。是你让我更加努力，奋斗！我答应你要永远照顾你，所以自己一定要达到那个本事。不管多么的辛苦，我都不会轻易低头。

晓凤，认识你真的是我的福气。沧海中因为那次坐你的车，和你说了话。每次补习都会偷望你。真的没想到能和你相识，并和你交往。

这期间是你让我喜欢上音乐，每次得空，压力都会上youtube去找些轻松的音乐。你介绍给我YIRUMA的歌，真的好喜欢，也去你家看到真人现场版。听你弹琴唱歌心理真的有种说不出的感觉。那天你在众人面前唱歌，我真的感到好荣幸！台上那个就是我的女友！那时看到目不转睛连拍照也忘了！

我们一起去了好多地方，我们一起迷路，我们一起吃好料，一起享受美景:)

谢谢你晓凤，真心祝福你安康，不在你身边的时候你要好好照顾自己，吃多点，多吃蔬菜水果，遇到不愉快的动心记得和我说，我是你的听筒哦！我永远支持你！我爱你！让我们一起努力走到最后！

11.1.2013

Yesterday helped her to celebrate her 20th birthday. It was the 3rd time I celebrated together with her!

1st time   : Pacific Mall, Butterworth

2nd time  : Secret Recipe,Parit Buntar

3rd time   :Queensbay Mall, Pinang. 

Before the day came, I told her to have a nice sleep so that she will be able to eat a lot!I fetcher her around 10am and we went Bayan Lepas there to take our lunch. We ordered Hokkien Lo Mee , Lobak and longan tea. By the time we get started to eat, I told her to prepare the "Eating Non-stop War"! Haha . She talked big and said after finishing the lunch, she wanted to eat Roti tissue because she thought that it has a  very unique shaped and of course : LARGE. 

Lol, after we finished the food we ordered, she quickly changed her mind.She said she was too full.Haha, we move forward to our 2nd place: Queensbay Mall.When we arrived, the wind was blowing furiously which caused the waves to become bigger. We took a few photo beside the sea. She looked so sunshine. I love the photo so much. She smile so natural and her hair blew by the wind.

We went British India to look for some clothes. She tested a few and it was so nice! I like the design so much! Unfortunately, the size available doesn't fit her. It was too large for her! 

Then, we went to Coffee Bean to continue our eating. She ordered Chocolate fudge cake and Large Caramel Ice blended Coffee. We simply put a few things into the drink : Vanilla, sugar and 2 more flour which I could not recall back the name. The taste was so weird: Sweet + bitterness. She love the cake so much and I sang birthday songs to her. She make her wishes :) I forgot to ask what was her wishes! 

Then, we headed to Popular Book stall .This was her suggestion. Lol haha! What I suggested is Sushi King, but her stomach was so full that she need to have a walk^^ I went to see my finance book and she went to see a book by Le Jia.

After that, we went to MCD to have a rest. I surfed the net and she chatted with here friend. She want to go out with her friends on the night. We sit there for around 15 minutes and continue our walk :)

Next, we went to G&H. She chose a formal cloth for me to test. She said it was very nice when I wore a light color formal cloth:) Our hope came true ! She chose cloth for me and the same I did to her.

We continued our "Eating War"! Sushi king. We order a few things and by the time we finished we really felt like want to vomit! We were really really full. Lol 

We walked into Aeon and she chose another 2 formal cloth for me which I only tested 1. She like to see me wearing formal cloth. She encourage me to buy the 1 from G&H but I didn't haha! 

It was the day when we had fun and joy. Although I did make her sad for a moment ! 

I asked her what she like and dislike me by the time I drove her back. She talked to me honestly.

1. She said I'm quite rude toward her.

2. She said when I was "emo", I will not talk to anyone and keep myself quite.

I agreed with what she said :) I gave her a hug and ended our day.

I promised to help her to celebrate her birthday every year ! I love you XF

3.1.2013

Today while I was waiting for XF, a uncle walked toward me and told me a few words.

Firstly,he asked me where I study and so on.

Then,unexpectedly he told me to 珍惜这段感情，然后最后还说祝福我们^^

听了蛮开心，得到好多人的祝福。

我会好好珍惜，好好努力的，做好我的本分^^

She said :"Very Suprise"!

Due to some reasons today, I'm not able to fetch XF by car. But I did not want to let her down, so I fetched her by bicycle!

When she finished her work, she kept asking me:"Where are your bicycle!"

I asked her to look in front,and she saw nothing but a bicycle.

She was quite nervous initially because she never fetched by a boy with bicyle!

I spent around 25 minutes to fetch her to her house.

What I will not forget today was, she hold my waist tightly .And 1 more scenario was: I asked her whether she felt hungry or not! Haha She thought I will bring her to eat but I did not and called her to eat at home.Lol what a BF haha!

The most happier moment is the time you are around me ! We can chat for anythings.We enjoy beautiful scenery together.We enjoy good food together. And we selfie together.Until now we got over hundreds over photos! Each photo represent each moments we were bound together.

TQ XF You make my DAY :)

3.1.2014

When I saw the message from XF telling me that she got a little bit of uncomfortable, I quickly arranged things and went to find her.To be honest, although it may seem quite common for a girl to have some uncomfortable during certain day in a month, but I still feel some unassured. I speed up my car and reached her house in a few minutes drive.(My fastest record ever to reach her house in such short time.)

When I reached her house, She was not in. I was so nervous. Where did she been?

Then, I realized she went out to buy somethings, and I ran toward her and felt some relief.I had a big breath.

She was busying to prepare herself a hot ginger tea. It was really very hot.I saw her drinking drips by drips slowly.

What appeared in my mind at that moment was

"It is not easy to be a woman, there are a lot of things to worry of, so it is the duty and responsibility of a man to take care of his woman "

XF,I know, I'm imperfect, I make you sad and worries sometimes.

Let's us grow together!

TQ XF, you have been with me all of the times! Our 3rd year <3 br="" i="" love="" you="">

Times make you know a person better

I know her for nearly 2 years (since 7.12.2011). The last day of SPM. I still remember how I knew her. She sent a message to me via fb and then we started to chat and exchange the phone number.

Her mum always told me that if she went out with her friends that day, then maybe we are still a stranger now.

I really appreciate this relationship and I'm very thankful to GOD for letting her came into my life coloring my life.

Because of her I know I need to take care  feelings of others, I must have the responsibilities as a man, and most importantly she make me to know what is LOVE.

Some would say that love is selfless, you would sacrifice everything for her.I agreed in this statement but I would say love is the deep feeling inside your heart that make you a better person. You care for her, and you will never do anythings that depress her.

From the 1st day I knew her, I found there is a big change in her. She started to have her ambitious and also DREAMS. I see so much improvement in her, really proud with her,XF ♥ You are the best in my heart.

I always told XF , everyone has his/her capabilities and one should not underestimate himself/herself. God created us in the same and fair way. You are the only 1 exist in this world, YOU ARE YOU.You have your own uniqueness and your strength. It.takes time to discover.

XF remember what I told you ^_^ We are at the same boat now ,and there is not captain at the boat.Both of us are the same, we have the same strength and let's us roll together. 

I"ll be with you through the darkness and happiness.I hope you will also be around me whenever I'm in trouble and take care of me also :)

XF, Distance does not separate us. It makes our relationship even stronger. I love you XF , you are my girl ♥

30.9.2013

今天因为家人要出去所以提早来了

但是因为怕晓凤家里没人所以在她的Taman 外面等她^_^

但出乎意料！晓凤已经换好衣服，手上拿着文件夹，从我的左手边走过来，我们两个顿了一会，心里在想“为什么你会在这？！”

哈哈，真是的！过后她去朋友家弄东西，我站在路口看着晓凤越走越远，过后消失在我眼前，那一刻我知道自己喜欢的人很坚强^_^脑海里浮现着“我要照顾她一生”！

我只希望能珍惜每分每秒和她在一起的时间，多照顾她，多关心她。尽些我男方该有的责任。

突然感觉好幸福，能够每天看到她，和她说几句话，晓凤，现斐真希望能一直保护着你！

现斐，最大的心愿就是能和你在一起，带你去澳洲，法国和许多景色漂亮的地方。

28.9.13

Today, we had a brisk walk around the the taman.

Besides, I saw her tropies, so many !

"Wow, Wow" was keep surfacing in my mind and I keep praising my dear. She is so humble ! I will never know if I did not go  upstair ! She never told me before!

Amazed by her and feeling proud at the same time^_^

T

oday is a day that we will never forget^_^

有人说"当一个女孩愿意给你拥抱，是因为她相信你"

谢谢你一直那么信任我^_^晓凤^_^愿我们之间的那份信任永远存在着！

26.9

回来的这几天都梦到晓凤，不知道为什么这样接近了，还是一样的想她.

晓凤最近比较忙，在筹备考试的东西，我也没有一直干捞晓凤了，每天只是聊聊几句，然后等待晓凤和我说，"早安，晚安，我放学，我到家了".

爱需要包容，爱需要等待，爱需要耐心，爱要真心

晓凤让我体检到什么是爱，因为爱上她真的让我理解好多东西.

刚开始时，我们很容易就起争执，然后我断不断就说"很累，想要放下了"，但是晓凤每次都很冷静的面对每件事情，这也影响了我许多，我也不会那么的冲动了，凡事做东西都会顾虑彼此的感受.

因为这样我们变得更了解对方了，发现之间的那道墙，因为我们的努力已经不在了.现在的我们爱得很简单，只想有个简单的恋爱，我们没上载我们的照片，我们没告诉别人我们之间的感情，我们更没有做让对方害羞的事情.

很开心，我们一起经过了许多考验，才能有今天^_^就像读书这样，爱情需要打好基础，而这里所谓的基础就是了解对方，问问自己，你真的有花心思了解对方麽？你真的想和他在一起麽？世上很多东西都是要付出的，如果你真心爱一个人，你会一直想为她付出，想为她做着做那，然后看到她开心，你会得到无比的满足感.

我告诉晓凤，我很喜欢看到她活泼开朗的一面，因为这样我知道她是开心的^_^

晓凤，现斐知道你要考试了，真心祝福你考获你想要的成绩，记得累了就休息，凡事尽力就好，不要给自己太大的压力，因为压力会弄到你紧张，然后弄到你考试发挥不到本来的水平，所以以平常心面对它.记得我常对你说的话麽？记得你和我的打勾勾麽？

晓凤永远在我心里是最棒的！现斐相信晓凤，晓凤也要对自己有信心！加油^_^现斐永远陪伴着你！支持你！

25.9.2013

Spent my 1st week of semester break fruitfully.

Wake up around 6 every morning, and walk around my house to inhale super refreshing air. I feel so good to have a great start of the day !(I'm living in the polluted town for nearly 4 months).

Each day, around 3.30pm, I'll prepare myself and went to teach my dear's brother.

Initially, I was so shocked because Eric does not know nearly everything for Add Math. He has very very little knowledge of it! I wondered what the hell he was doing for nearly 2 years !

But 1 things I have to admit so far is that he is very smart. He can understand the things after I explained. He will erase the solution I did for him, and re-do it again so that he is fully understanding. It is really inspiring me because most of the students nowadays just care about the solutions and do not really bordering of whether they understand the topic or not.

He has the capability, he has the unique in his own way.

He is just influenced by the friends surrounding him, which is addicted to the online games.

He told me a lot of things this few days, and I found that he is very similar with me during the F3 period. That time, I was also addicted to DOTA and can play it non-stop. I fight with my parents and of course some of my friends whi is disagreeing of what I was doing. I ignored them.

My addiction made my mum cried for a few times, and I never ever forget about it. (I got a marked on my hand to indicate for a day when my mum cried in front of me I will never forget!)

Luckily, I knew a friend during F4 who introducing me a book "Secret". For brief, it is a motivational book that tell you  "Nothings is impossible if you believe it"

I quit Dota fully at F4 and become a book worm since then.

I found my interest, I saw the hope and I have my dream along with me. Of course, I found her. My beloved, who accompanying for nearly 2 years already. I thing I must admitted is that I'm deeply in love with her :) I hope I can take care of her ,love her until the end. She is the 1 who give me the strength whenever I was down and frustrated.She has the faith with me.

Most of the times, I'm thinking how to love her, how to help her, and how to prevent myself for doing bad things.

I know she is my girl, I just want to stay with her forever.

XF

21.9.2013

Outing day to Queensbay Penang,after nearly four months :) I waited so long to meet her,so miss her!)

Initially, we planned to go for a dancing concert, but once we reached the Easting Hotel, then only we found that we were at the wrong venue,LOL.

We just walked around and chit-chatting non-stop:) There is always so many things to talk ! (Yesterday, she was so shy! Haha, her face and nose always got red so easily!)

After that, we went to buy couple shirt ^^

We plan to wear together during December :) Our PROMISE...

  Then, Sushi time again, which I promised her earlier...Finally, I can saw her eating a bit more(She always get full easily). We had some enjoying photos taking session before my father reach.

Finally, it came to the moments that I was so touched. 

1st present:) Folded by her ! Inside gt her wishes too^^

  Then, came to the 2nd present which she said to me before that I would need it:) I had guess for so long but still can't get it!

A blanket (I always told her that it is really cold staying at 24th floor) So touching when I saw this ! I just speechless for some moments before I gave a heart-warming hug :) Just want to express my feelings by a hug.

I always told her I get hungry so easily and her mum bought me theaw ^^

 

 

A memorable day :) I won't forget it ! Thank for everything you sacrifice for me :) I really appreciate it ! Thank you I said from my deepest of my heart ! You are like an angel, because of you, my life changed so much! I love you dear !

20.8

Today she sent me a funny picture ^^

Luckily, I'm staying  in a single room, or else someone may think that I'm crazy! Always look at the phone and laugh :)

You make me laugh, You make me happy and You Make My day Always. 

1 more month to go ^^ I will work hard for the final ! Dear, I love you :) Good night!  Have a wonderful dream(Yesterday,I had an awful dream but I forgot what was it already, just remember I kicked the wall! Sound crazy right?! Haha, luckily I didn't feel any pain in my leg).

Progress of the final

Nearly 5% out of 100 .Lol, I have been sleeping and skipping the classes for so long. It's time for me to catch up all the things in 10 more days. It will be the 1st exam for me in Engineering and I have no idea of what types of questions will be coming out. Hopefully, I can Do Well.

Good night world ^^ My stamina is so strong now, from 7am until 1 am .In the between, I only managed to take a very short nap only. As my friend said "You got extra energy because of having beloved girlfriend" Yup, I agree :) Haha, she did giving me a lot of mentally and as well of physically support. I always look at her and our photo whenever I feel tired and stress .Dear, love you forever :)

11.8.2013

If you are following my blog recently, you may be wondering why I'm updating everything in relationship.

I update everything in blog, because I want to keep it as a memory.

When the time passes,both of us will get older, we may forget how we know each other?

How we manage every problems that surface and so forth.

"Love her, take care of her, is now my obligations to accomplish throughout my life".

I'm not a perfect man, I don't have the perfect physical body, Genius minded, or Champion in any sport meetings.

But 1 things for so far, I always feel inside my inner space and I'm for sure that "feel" is genuine.

I love her with all my heart.I'm willing to sacrifice anythings just for her . Sometimes, I asked myself ,do she knows that you did so much for her ? Is it worthy?

For a moment, I got the answer.

The most important things for me is not either to have your praises or so forth

But,it is MOST IMPORTANT to know that you are happy. That's simple ! There will be no regret . Xiao Fong Let me take care of you for the remaining life ^^

Love you forever

7.8

Life is not how much you get hit, it is how much you get hit and still keep moving forward.

Feel free to watch this motivational video at Youtube.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g-jwWYX7Jlo

7.8

Yesterday, we had a long long chat ^^

In front of you , I become hyper-active :)

We chat for everything, there is no secret between both of us.

I once read an article about relationship, what make relationship nowadays become so fragile? The main problem for the couple to separate is mainly due to the communication problems.

They don't talk out the problem to each other and hide it over a long period of time. This make them less understand with each other .

The most important for me is the' trust '. We trust each other so much :)

2.8

今天晓凤，发生了一个小事情，心里有点难过，当我知道后只想赶紧慰问晓凤，因为听得出她的声音很低

谈了下，晓凤说他没事了，有勇气道歉了，心里顿时觉得好爽，因为帮了自己的爱人解决了问题^_^

在这里并不是想炫耀我们的感情，而是想表达，当自己的另一半不开心时，自己也会受影响，甚至担心和伤心

但重要的不是问题多严重，而是对方在你最需要时如何帮着你度过难关^_^

晓凤让我知道什么是"爱"♥虽然知道自己有很多不足，但我答应晓凤会尽力改掉^_^

希望能把最好的都给晓凤^_^一辈子照顾晓凤，怎样都不离开^_^

Love without border

Pictures tell stories...

Every picture of us have the hidden stories and memories...

Really miss the time when we are together, we talk and laugh non-stop ^^ Both of us will become extra talk active when we meet up ^^

Time will always flies, but love will never die

I really miss you my dear ...

2 more months to go ^^

Dream

Since the day I fall in love with you, I have dreamt of you for a number of times. I hope the dream would last longer each time .

We play around, make joke with each other, and give other a loving hug. You are so caring , always taking care of me like I'm a small kid.

Ya, I'm indeed a small kid infront of you ^^So,so,so childlish! But most often I just  want to make you more happier! I don't care about my self-image .

To me the most important thing is to see you happy, smile , healthy and so on. You are my angel .Each time I felt so happy when you tell me about some good news and of course seeing you SMILE. It's everything I need -LOVE. XF♥

Xiao Feng

It is nearly 2 years since the 1st day I know you^^

I still remember the date I started chatting with you .It was-7-12-2011-the last day in my secondary school life.

Through out these days , we had happy and definitely sad moments .Those early days , we always quarrel with small issues and then turned up to have the thought to let go each other.

But luckily, we manage it well and cope the each difficulties together .We hold our hand tightly and face the challenges together . Today , I am  proud that we no longer face the early problems and our relationship become very solid. This is our hardwork^^

No matter what I did , YOU are the person who gave me power, strength and the spiritual support to make me move forward.

Dear , thank you!

Love You Forever My Dear

Just received a call from my mum ,and I was told that I need to go for a trip instead of going back to Penang.

It was kinda sad, I promised and planned everything ,even bought my ticket, but now all is just gone.

Luckily, there is 1 girl ONLY 1 girl , who is always around with me whatever I'm happy or sad. She told me I still can go back on September ,which is after finishing my final exam.

That girl, make my eyes shining with delight, because she said she will wait for me ^^

Dear, I love you, thank you for all the things you sacrifice for me ! I'll never forget it!

I promise I will treat you like a princess - love you ,take care you -is now part of my duty!

You are indeed my angel ^^Make my life colourful  and meaningful

Xiao feng !