一个月不见！

很顽皮的你^_^

远方的你还好么？

听到你不舒服我真的很着急，请你原谅我只是能在电话上问候和叮咛，却不能实际上帮助你。

看到你最近为了感情做出的努力改变我真的很心动，你让我知道我每爱错人。

其实蛮担心你要出外读书了，可是我却什么也不能做，只是能默默的祝福你，希望你得到你想要的科系。

那天去Counselling week campaign，负责人叫我画meaning of life。

我画的好简单，我也希望能和你一起这样简简单单的生活。

我在这里还好，不要担心我：）

我爱你，我想念你了! 

People tend to say that : " When you get older, you will have gain lots of knowledge, know the meanings of life, know to appreciate the things you have missed before, improve the emotional intelligence to become a person with wisdom and well temper."

But the things I realized until this moment is that , when the time passed , when I am growing up, I can't enjoy the life as before which I can worry less and play more. I found out that the things I'm worrying is just keep on accumulating and I'm unable to persuade my inner mind to worry less.

I just couldn't figure out what is happening on me as I tend to think in a more negatively ways which I usually do not practice it.

I lost my way in the middle of deserted island. I searched my way out, and I am getting nervous and nervous. I know I'm shortage of waters, and I have to replenish myself as soon as possible, but finally I sit down under the shed of an old tree. I looked on the tree. Well old tree, you do not need to worry anything and you get water from the sky. And now who is going to save me ?

I am confused with the purpose of life.