Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Feeling so bad

Living in this world for 19 years already , but I still don't even know what are my interests !!!

Today, I was stunned by 1 of my adviser question and I'm totally speechless at that moment...
"Boy, Why did you choose this course"?

Well, I, myself don't even know how to reply and give  reasons for my stand...

Maybe I choose this course as it gives a prestige status ?
Maybe I follow my friend's footstep?
Maybe I don't want to let my parent down?
Maybe I don't want to against my parents view?

There are so many maybe but I can't exactly tell which are the 1 to make me choosen Biomedical Science ....

I know it is time to have my own decision, my own stand, my own view ...
By my adviser Dr Ng