26.9

回来的这几天都梦到晓凤，不知道为什么这样接近了，还是一样的想她.

晓凤最近比较忙，在筹备考试的东西，我也没有一直干捞晓凤了，每天只是聊聊几句，然后等待晓凤和我说，"早安，晚安，我放学，我到家了".

爱需要包容，爱需要等待，爱需要耐心，爱要真心

晓凤让我体检到什么是爱，因为爱上她真的让我理解好多东西.

刚开始时，我们很容易就起争执，然后我断不断就说"很累，想要放下了"，但是晓凤每次都很冷静的面对每件事情，这也影响了我许多，我也不会那么的冲动了，凡事做东西都会顾虑彼此的感受.

因为这样我们变得更了解对方了，发现之间的那道墙，因为我们的努力已经不在了.现在的我们爱得很简单，只想有个简单的恋爱，我们没上载我们的照片，我们没告诉别人我们之间的感情，我们更没有做让对方害羞的事情.

很开心，我们一起经过了许多考验，才能有今天^_^就像读书这样，爱情需要打好基础，而这里所谓的基础就是了解对方，问问自己，你真的有花心思了解对方麽？你真的想和他在一起麽？世上很多东西都是要付出的，如果你真心爱一个人，你会一直想为她付出，想为她做着做那，然后看到她开心，你会得到无比的满足感.

我告诉晓凤，我很喜欢看到她活泼开朗的一面，因为这样我知道她是开心的^_^

晓凤，现斐知道你要考试了，真心祝福你考获你想要的成绩，记得累了就休息，凡事尽力就好，不要给自己太大的压力，因为压力会弄到你紧张，然后弄到你考试发挥不到本来的水平，所以以平常心面对它.记得我常对你说的话麽？记得你和我的打勾勾麽？

晓凤永远在我心里是最棒的！现斐相信晓凤，晓凤也要对自己有信心！加油^_^现斐永远陪伴着你！支持你！

25.9.2013

Spent my 1st week of semester break fruitfully.

Wake up around 6 every morning, and walk around my house to inhale super refreshing air. I feel so good to have a great start of the day !(I'm living in the polluted town for nearly 4 months).

Each day, around 3.30pm, I'll prepare myself and went to teach my dear's brother.

Initially, I was so shocked because Eric does not know nearly everything for Add Math. He has very very little knowledge of it! I wondered what the hell he was doing for nearly 2 years !

But 1 things I have to admit so far is that he is very smart. He can understand the things after I explained. He will erase the solution I did for him, and re-do it again so that he is fully understanding. It is really inspiring me because most of the students nowadays just care about the solutions and do not really bordering of whether they understand the topic or not.

He has the capability, he has the unique in his own way.

He is just influenced by the friends surrounding him, which is addicted to the online games.

He told me a lot of things this few days, and I found that he is very similar with me during the F3 period. That time, I was also addicted to DOTA and can play it non-stop. I fight with my parents and of course some of my friends whi is disagreeing of what I was doing. I ignored them.

My addiction made my mum cried for a few times, and I never ever forget about it. (I got a marked on my hand to indicate for a day when my mum cried in front of me I will never forget!)

Luckily, I knew a friend during F4 who introducing me a book "Secret". For brief, it is a motivational book that tell you  "Nothings is impossible if you believe it"

I quit Dota fully at F4 and become a book worm since then.

I found my interest, I saw the hope and I have my dream along with me. Of course, I found her. My beloved, who accompanying for nearly 2 years already. I thing I must admitted is that I'm deeply in love with her :) I hope I can take care of her ,love her until the end. She is the 1 who give me the strength whenever I was down and frustrated.She has the faith with me.

Most of the times, I'm thinking how to love her, how to help her, and how to prevent myself for doing bad things.

I know she is my girl, I just want to stay with her forever.

XF

21.9.2013

Outing day to Queensbay Penang,after nearly four months :) I waited so long to meet her,so miss her!)

Initially, we planned to go for a dancing concert, but once we reached the Easting Hotel, then only we found that we were at the wrong venue,LOL.

We just walked around and chit-chatting non-stop:) There is always so many things to talk ! (Yesterday, she was so shy! Haha, her face and nose always got red so easily!)

After that, we went to buy couple shirt ^^

We plan to wear together during December :) Our PROMISE...

  Then, Sushi time again, which I promised her earlier...Finally, I can saw her eating a bit more(She always get full easily). We had some enjoying photos taking session before my father reach.

Finally, it came to the moments that I was so touched. 

1st present:) Folded by her ! Inside gt her wishes too^^

  Then, came to the 2nd present which she said to me before that I would need it:) I had guess for so long but still can't get it!

A blanket (I always told her that it is really cold staying at 24th floor) So touching when I saw this ! I just speechless for some moments before I gave a heart-warming hug :) Just want to express my feelings by a hug.

I always told her I get hungry so easily and her mum bought me theaw ^^

 

 

A memorable day :) I won't forget it ! Thank for everything you sacrifice for me :) I really appreciate it ! Thank you I said from my deepest of my heart ! You are like an angel, because of you, my life changed so much! I love you dear !