12.9.2014

The mistakes made by me definitely bring her to the ground. 

Today, Siao fong will be attending the kem pimpin organised by USM. Somehow, I have no idea why my temper was so bad ! 

I woke up at 6.30 by several messages alert(purposely made it loud so that I could wake up) 2 from her mum and 2 from Siao fong. 

I received her message and she told me that she wanted to have a shower 1st. I was in a semi-conscious condition and still very sleepy most probably due to the lack of sleep in this hectic and stressful exam period. 

I waited more than half an hour and became impatient and started to wondering why she haven't finish. Finally, she called me at 7.10am and of course my temper and emotion is uncontrolly bad. I grumble these and that. She was not in good mood when she heard the words spoken by me.

She was then begin to cry. 

Today will be the 1st time we are not contacting each other since the day we were in relationship. 

I hope you the best, stay healthy and stay happy! 

I wanted to apologize to you so badly. I knew I have done a mistake. 

Sometimes, when we are in a clear mind we tend to have a bigger image, we tend to think of the passed, we started to think of our mistakes.

Sorry Siao fong.You are really important to me! 

10.9.2014

Education should be full of excitement, boost the mental power of the people, increase the knowledge, curiosity, and of course skills. 

But does the education in this modern century meet with the objectives ? 

For my opinion, I think education nowadays more emphasize of marks, performance rather than meeting the mentioned objectives. 

Society judges a person with the academic performance, employer fix the salary of employees based on the education level. We are told to mix around with friends with good grades since the day we started our school by our parents. 

14/08/2014

心真的很痛，被你那么自私的对待。

那么久了，为什么你还是那么自私自利？你不开心的东西我就改，可是最后还是接受到你这样的对待。

我知道她忙，我没有打捞她！等待到十一点，心情很承重，打个电话给她，原来很早就到家了，而且在弹钢琴。

我突然发觉自己真的很笨，相信她所说的话。

心情蓬勃

最近发觉自己越来越无法专心，心里的心事也是没有人可以诉说。

说真的，我觉得和晓风的感情也比较淡了，我们最近都很容易起争执。

最近也不敢烦晓凤了，虽然等待的心情不好受，可是我知道，我不能再像之前一直纠缠她了，因为她要准备上大学了。

我能做的除了祝福，我什么都做不到了。

说真的我对自己也没信心，可是我知道我不能再烦她了，所以有心事没人诉说就打打部落格过一天。

有些东西是你的就是你的，不是你的，再努力也没用。

14/8/2014

Today visited to Hospital Sg long. It was just a half-hour drive from Utar Setapak campus. We reached there at around 9.30am and we witnessed the current exist Utar campus and the on going construction of new building. 

The area was surrounded by hills and a lot of trees. The air is fresh and obviously it is not polluted as at Setapak area. We were welcomed by the Chief of Nurse and operation manager. During the tour, we met the chief of pharmacist, Doctor from the devision of emergency and so on.

We visited the whole hospital and roughly have an idea of how hospital is being operated. There are several divisions and in each departments, every stuffs have an important roles to play. As hospital is a place to dealing with human life, any mistakes will cause serious consequences. Chief of pharmacy had told us that a slight different dosage of drugs will cause a therapeutic effect and it is important to be careful.

We were given a fresh refreshment to fill our hungry stomach. After that, it was the end of the day. This visit was a nice experiences as it was the real exposure to the real world of biomedical.

A Painful Lesson

I will not forget this painful lesson in my lifetime, as I had brake the rules in investing which is-gambling.

I sold all my shares which are profitable in the mid July to prepare for buying the IPO of Heng Huat.

It was unfortunate that I did not get the draw from the IPO, but I'm still hopeful that I keep on telling myself that I will buy on the listed day - 25/7/2014.

In the morning, I received a call from my girlfriend's dad telling me that the opening price is RM0.60.

I think my brain was not functioning that I forgot that RM 0.60 is nearly 30%+ from the initial price offering of RM0.45.

I placed an order of 32000 shares with price RM0.615.

In just 5 minutes, the share price dropped to RM 0.55, I was so scared that I sold of my shares at the lowest price ( I bought at the 2nd highest price and sold at the lowest price)

It was not the end of my stupidity, the price was fluctuated to RM 0.595 after I sold. I was so regret and I bought it again at RM 0.595. At the same day, I lost 3k ! It was a hard work to be profitable in the market, you have to read blogs, books, announcements, annual report, quarter report and so on. But if you have a wrong mindset, you will just end out like me. I will not try this again in my lifetime.

I'm now aiming to do a long-term investor rather than short-term. Although I am young enough to take the risk, but the experience told me that long-term invest will still is the most profitable ways.

My current portfolio is left with construction and properties stock:
IOIPG
MITRA

Both these counters were deeply undervalue and have a lots of lands.

HENG HUAT IPO

LISTED DATE      : 25/7/2014
MARKET             :ACE MARKET
Co-founder            :H'ng Choon Seng( MD ) , Kee Swee Lai ( Deputy MD)

SUMMARY

1. 

• Founded in 2007 
• Main activites: Manufacture of oil palm empty fruit bunch( EFB ) , Mattress
• 2 coconut production lines, 20 oil palm EFB fibre production lines, 2 Briquette production lines, 3 coconut fibre sheets production lines.
• Dividend policy 20%
• Major customer : more than 10% of revenue=  'SHENZHEN YUEMAO'(DEPENDENT ON THIS CUSTOMER)
• 30 competitive customers( RISK FACTOR)
• 52.22% Of revenue is from China customers.
• No long term contract
• Major supplier ( AKSB, YIP SHUN TING) 
• PLANT 1: HK KITARAN ( PROPOSING TO PRODUCE EFB )
• PLANT 2 : EXPANSION OF HK KITARAN 
• PLANT 3: FIBRE STAR ( MATTRESS, landlord is HH furniture)
• PLANT 4: RELOCATION OF PLANT 3
• PLANT 5: HK PALM FIBRE
• 60.29 % of total workers form NEPAL out of total employees of 549.

2. 

Heng huat         = INVESTMENT 

FIBRE star       = Mattress

 "  " Marketing  = Marketing of mattress

HH                  = Investment 

Subsidiary of HH industries

• HK FIBRE                                  : Coconut biomass
• HK KITARAN                           :Oil palm
• HK MEGA                                 :Dormant
• HK PALM FIBRE                      : Manufacturing and trading of oil palm

COMPARE OF THE PREVIOUS 3 YEARS

EPS:PAT/NUMBER OF SHARES=6.42sen

NTA                                              =0.23sen

CASH                                           = RM6,730,000

DEBT                                            =RM36,800,000 

* NET DEBT COMPANY

PE                                                 =0.45/0.00624=7( <10 considered="" div="" for="" is="" me="" normal="" still="">

一个月不见！

很顽皮的你^_^

远方的你还好么？

听到你不舒服我真的很着急，请你原谅我只是能在电话上问候和叮咛，却不能实际上帮助你。

看到你最近为了感情做出的努力改变我真的很心动，你让我知道我每爱错人。

其实蛮担心你要出外读书了，可是我却什么也不能做，只是能默默的祝福你，希望你得到你想要的科系。

那天去Counselling week campaign，负责人叫我画meaning of life。

我画的好简单，我也希望能和你一起这样简简单单的生活。

我在这里还好，不要担心我：）

我爱你，我想念你了! 

People tend to say that : " When you get older, you will have gain lots of knowledge, know the meanings of life, know to appreciate the things you have missed before, improve the emotional intelligence to become a person with wisdom and well temper."

But the things I realized until this moment is that , when the time passed , when I am growing up, I can't enjoy the life as before which I can worry less and play more. I found out that the things I'm worrying is just keep on accumulating and I'm unable to persuade my inner mind to worry less.

I just couldn't figure out what is happening on me as I tend to think in a more negatively ways which I usually do not practice it.

I lost my way in the middle of deserted island. I searched my way out, and I am getting nervous and nervous. I know I'm shortage of waters, and I have to replenish myself as soon as possible, but finally I sit down under the shed of an old tree. I looked on the tree. Well old tree, you do not need to worry anything and you get water from the sky. And now who is going to save me ?

I am confused with the purpose of life.

五月的放假

虽然放假已经在两个星期结束了，现在post显然有点迟了，可是人在灵感没时真的很懒惰，一直怠慢所以就一直忘记post我和晓凤在一起的时光（ps：现在在festival mall 的一个角落坐着打blog）

两个星期多的放假，我们都是几乎都每天见面的，这次也更多户外活动，晓凤也活泼起来了。

听晓凤说她想尝试户外活动，所以在放假前我在groupon看到Escape Team park 有折扣，所以就一口气买了三张票，其中一张浪费掉，因为妹妹有考试。当天我们六点这样就起身，然后爸爸就在我们两个到码头。这是晓凤第二次做公共巴士，第一次也是和我：）可是这次我们两一起追巴士，一起跑到真的好远，晓凤真的好喘，她的第一次！一路上一起看风景，然后接近一个小时后就抵达目的地了。

我们在外面尝试卖票，可是失败收场。

在我们要进入theme park 的时候，发生写不愉快，管理员叫我们把水倒掉，我真的很不满，只是闹了下，也不想影响心情，所以依依就范。。。

我和晓凤完成level 1 @2 ：） 晓凤真的好棒！隔天晓凤和我的肌肉都好酸痛！

这次回去也一起吃了两次的buffet，一次是在heaven delight 然后接着是在Tao，我们都比较喜欢后者^_^

和我的家人一起吃Heaven Delight

也是和我的家人一起吃Tao

Penang Times Square 's Roti Bakar (好吃可是有点贵）

然后就是拍了最多张照片的一次，Penang Times Square 的水晶展览，超级大！

晓凤妈妈帮我们拍的^_^

最期待的—婚礼，希望改天我们是男女主角啦！加油！

这次回去也花很多时间在晓凤的interview 帮她练习了好机会呢！然后还陪她去USM，UPM！

希望她能得到喜欢的啦！

UPM 面试！

晓凤笑得好开心！我在楼上看着她，然后一直做她笑！

在玩Monkey Swinger之前，哈哈！我的晓凤很可爱对吧，美女^_^

一起在Capital Mall 拍的

去Dragon Ball 吃巧克力水果，第一次吃，不错!

两个人下午跑去吃冰

这次假期虽然短，可是两个人一起有好多互动然后也去好多地方吃，感情也更上一层楼！我爱你晓凤，好好照顾自己噢！期待下次的见面～

晓凤亲自为我画的，真的好像！

和晓凤在一起已经三年半了，吵架当然有，可是我们更了解对方...

我们包容对方，我们一起努力，一起为我们的幸福打拼！晓凤，我爱你！